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被别人当“back up” 是什么感觉？ 把别人当 "back up" 的人又是如何想的？

Is this the life I’m having now? Can’t believe…

World has changed. Or should I say my world has changed. Sometimes I feel like returning back to Uni Life. I know this is too late… This was when I enjoy my life to the fullness without much worry beside rushing for assignments and preparing for exams. At least, life is meaningful when there’s a balance between hardship and entertainment. As for now, it seems like there’s no entertainment. Time passes just like that day by day, week by week, month by month. NO surprise, no excitement. Working is all about anxiety; customer always comes first as if they are the KING OR QUEEN. Nah!~ BORING! Maybe this is not who I am to live in such a life, anyway, no one would want to.

Just share something here with everyone or who ever is reading this. I have a thought recently. I might spend half a year in Europe countries as a part time worker and traveler sometime later. Anyone interested? Probably after one year?. Just a thought anyway. But if you’re interested pls do not hesitate to share with me. =) Life is not about earning how much money and trying hard to be successful in career, BUT how meaningful you spend your life. For me, my main goal in life is to travel the world, experience different life and culture. Of course, this is not as easy as said. It’s like a dream. Not everyone in this world can be lucky enough to have the chance to travel far away and expose to many wonderful things outside. In fact, I always feel envy towards people who can spend their study life far away in overseas. Though I have mine as short as 5 months in Australia, I still feel insufficient to fulfill my dream. Definitely not enough!

Evil thing I came across

Yeah, evil people are all around the world. Most importantly, we keep ourselves clean from these evil or polluted things around us.

I’m fine with attacks.
I will SMILE, still, in front of the little evil creature
Pretend to be blur, stupid or whatever that can be described

I will be NICE
Nice as if everything is FINE

Yes it’s all fine…


Because I believe all these little evil creatures will one day be devastated

Sorry to be a lil’ nasty here.

Fuck off from my life u evil thing!

what should I say?

In the middle of the night, I should have covered myself under my blanket for a good deep sleep. Yet... I am here, in front of my laptop, awake…

It’s been a long time I haven’t been spending my time lingering in front of my laptop chatting, watching drama, surfing for clothes or beauty products or wandering in friendster. Working life is just so different! I just couldn’t spend my time in front of the laptop too much after work. I felt so stress and uneasy when I face the laptop!

That’s the reason I hardly came online or online as in “Away” in msn. Sorry if didn’t get to reply msg from someone or I happen to miss my reply.

There are many things that I wanna tell in my blog but it seems really hard to express. Many thoughts flooded my mind over the time.

Guess I better go to bed now and have a GOOD sleep… will “say out” something when the mood comes :)

Nightz

Look forward

Move on Emelyne, Move On!

That’s what I need to keep on reminding myself.

There’s no point to look back at the past, no point thinking and dreaming of it... It’s just too horrifying to have part of our life living unrealistically in the past where we knew it’s merely a dream we desperately yearn for…

Life is no longer the same as before, I have to change myself in order to complement what I have now…

Life change, people change and our principle will change as we move on to the next stage in life…

No regrets in everything I do, no turning back, and move forward for a better future and success...

My career, my company, my colleagues

Priviat!!~ (don’t know if I spelled it correctly. Btw, it’s “Hi” in Russian)

"I’m finally back to my Blogging World!!"

Just realized Lee Ping has a Blog as well!! Cool! Seem like more and more friends are having their own personal blog to keep everyone updated despite of the distance or time being apart.

And I actually understand from Su Han’s blog that I have been idle in blogging for 4 weeks! Darn…That’s the reason I should blog now for being a more responsible blogger! =D

Okay, straight to the point about my career in Singapore. I mentioned that I got a job in the previous post, as a Marketing Support Assistant in one of the real estate companies. So I believe people or friends would want to know how I have been doing in this company.

First of all, the company comprises the General Manager (our Big Boss), 3 managers (2 sales managers and 1 marketing manager), currently 1 sales executive, 2 telemarketers and me the marketing assistant. There will be 3 more staffs joining us next month for the sales executive and telemarketing positions. For your info, my job scope is basically assisting the 3 managers and doing telemarketing.

At the present time, I am more into the administration work such as updating the data base and producing comprehensive listing for the clients. And for that reason, I am responsible to search for a suitable software which can enable me to do my work more efficiently! Gosh I really need it ASAP!!!

Anyway, what’s interesting in this company is our staffs come from different regions and cultures! This is what makes our company unique and stands out from the others. If you noticed the photos I’ve posted in my friendster album, there are Russian Koreans (Russia born Koreans), German, Singaporeans, Malaysian (Me) and most probably Indonesian in the coming month. Therefore, I call our company the MNC =D

I would say that it’s fun to work with them as everyone tends to be very outgoing and interesting! Most importantly, they have been teaching me a lot of new things and at the same time improved me from my weakness. =) Thanks alot girls!

We had so much fun together in just a month working together …funny things and jokes do happen over the time….LOL! =x And I am glad we are getting more and more chummy over the time ^_^

In fact, I got to know different cultures and languages from my colleagues too. For example, “Priviat”, “Ciao”, “Tsuiz”, “Paka” etc (spellings are most probably wrong). I am just too eager to know different languages =)

We even plan to go for yoga class together! HeHe

It's nice to get along well with colleagues and hope everyone can do their best in the company! Ciaoz =)

Photo taken during company outing at Azucar!

A gleam of sunshine in my life

Finally, I can stop living in a neurotic world! I can breathe in fresh air and relax my mind and body, for the moment.

What an experience I had in Singapore during my job hunting period. I encountered many things and at the same time gained a lot of information. In terms of job searching, we cannot scrutinize every detail from one aspect but every aspect of it. Different job position has different barriers and requirements thus we must be aware of it in order to achieve.

However, there are always ups and downs in life or there won’t be what we call 'LIFE'.

Now that I came back to my hometown, feeling so warmed by the surroundings and people. I just love and miss my hometown!!

For those who are concerned, I have found a job as a Marketing Assistant in a company dealing with real estate and property. I hope this is a good start for me as a junior or fresh graduate. Also, I believe I can learn a lot of things in this company and earn as much as possible!! Hiak hiak~

Well, some of you might think why am I in Kuching since I have found a job? The answer for this is I am currently waiting for my special pass to be done in order to work in Singapore. So, here I am in Kuching having my last session of goyang kaki! Must really really treasure it this time! ^_^